Last Christmas..

I started writing this last week sometime.. It was very very hard to complete. But I felt I had to.

Last Christmas we had so much fun making memories with the boys, and were SO excited about the year to come and meeting our little girl( I was 20+ week pregnant). We were so busy that I didn't even have time to update the blog and post about our Christmas fun. Well, I'm busy now, but I'm in the mood for a Christmas with Ayden in it, and this is the closest I'm going to get to that.

We made ornaments, and Christmas crafts...

On Christmas Eve we made a gingerbread house..

And as our tradition usually goes, we watched Rudolph, ate stuffed Crust pizza, and then got in our jammies and went light lookin'.

Then the boys opened a present,

 lite brites!

 My sweet laid back little man! Poor thing was starting to feel a bit sick here. 

He was just excited about the mickey mouse we put on his lite brite.

Then we set out cookies & milk...

 And after the boys went to bed, we took out the big presents!

Beautiful house, beautiful tree, beautiful family. Everything was so right.

Stockings, then presents..

 

They loved the 4 wheeler!

We had our monkey bread like always..

The boys did a fire to burn all the boxes..

watched a movie

Took the 4 wheeler for a spin

Poor Ay was getting really sick, he fell asleep by the box. They had such fun playing in that big box.

Me & My boys. Love them SO much.

My poor sick little man. With his gahki and his mickey mouse pillow. Both of which I now sleep with at night.

 I miss everything about the way it was. But I know God has a plan, and he's got my sweet boy up in Heaven right now, and Ayden's smiling and playing and laughing more than he ever did down here. Those dimples are sure to make others smile just like they did down here.

Merry Christmas sweet boy!! We love you & miss you so much!!